A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

prata don sad~ for you

I light a candle every night
Sending wishes to my angels above
Keep him safe this man I love
Watch over him and show your light
Let him know
As I close my eyes to sleep
-sandra gibbs -


upps love poem .. for the night

PAIN , i could not slp yesterday night , my little toe swell , omg , itchy hand of me , go puck the edge of my toe nail out , i felt thirsty and pain when i m half aslp , when i serious got up , i cannot even take a step , too painful .. then wanna meet up with ben and willie , but i don think i am able to cross the over-head-bridge . so i take 109 to pasir ris to meet them .. hmm , kinda hard to make it for my c&n , totally lost and do not know anything .. protocol bla bla bla , i think i am going nuts , after break we headed to library and i m sorry geogre , both wei qiang and i took his phone , just for a prank , and did not know he would react so feirce . serously sorry .. and i got him a packet of cracker to apologise ... haish , i promise i will not prank this stupid stuff again ....... hmm mrs ong did not come to class today , i guess she's sick . takecare then teacher..... so mr goh take over and teaches us some think but alot ppl left , hey hey , i am a good student ~ .. haha alrite going to watch the 9pm show , the girls are hot! haha alrite , bye~

damn~

DAmn , haha fly heli crashed today! , shit , learning turning now , kinda hard sia , lol blade crash , flybar bent , etc , haish i think over confident cos yesterday did a nice smooth turn , o man , kinda heart pain now. ... ... haha , hmm still thinking of going for a hair cut a not , think my hair kinda suck for me . hmmm, wed is dp&a test so maybe studying later but don have the feel , shit , 70% heli mood now , omg , jackson!~!~!~ alrite , aiming high gpa for this year , if got gpa3.5 and above , i gonna ask daddy to spon half half of my trex 500 cost~. .. hahah alrite going bath now so , byE~

26/july

hmm, what to said? life is not what u want to be , is what how u want it to end , no idea , just a sudden feeling that i had , hmm , alrite yesterday was cindy birthdaY~ so yup happy birthday , GUEss what, our class tanker birthday is today , so is like DOUBLE THE action , triple the excitement. yup so happy birthday to the both of you!~ ,we went to watched dark knight yesterday with a group of fren/FUTure FRiend , hah , do i really look like comic charater??? haha , nah , feeling kinda werid now , manx, hate it feeling , make me feel retarded~ totally .. no idea what to blog now , but kinda fun with u guys yesterday ... off to heli~!~!~!

22/july

upset for the past week days on my diamond , freak , althought i cant forget u(diamond) , but i guess , live gonna move on , hmm finally when to rotor to get some parts on my mini.t , haha accompany me there were , berry(ala carte) and kia xiang(armstrong) .... haha , kinda great to have this two friends , hmmm , when we reach rotor , as expected , i cant take my eyes of the trex500 , maybe gonna buy for myself end of year as my own christmas present . haha , a big BOMB . In class feel kinda great when i got back my c&n result , 82/100 leh , although not perfect but is the BEST score i ever had! , haish , gonna apologise to mrs ong again , sorry mrs ong , i know i am noisy but i cannot control what , sorry man , gonna be emo in your class again! . haha crap again o ya forgot to mention , when i m leaving rotor hobby , i saw hotdogbun! , a hobbist same as i , haha he is a nice man , and did not expect him studying in the same college as me , but he is studying night class , all the best man HDB! .. haha alrite , just ran finish , kinda tired .................................signing off .

fucked up

started off with c&n test , well , pretty fine i guess. follow by going to town , find some clothing , shoes , then going back to hougang to play basketball with sec class mate , hmm... kinda busy day , but lastly , like every week without fail , GFK . hmm , started off well , but ended kinda fucked up . i cant beileve my diamond land on water , fuck , i was flying half way , i am 100% sure i nv lose my orientation , or anything , but the motor fail me , fuck it , ccb lor , that was like a gift from botak which i fancy it like its my gf , and now , wandering in the river , fuck la , i cannot accept it , the reason that my kite when to river is when i lose my orientation , not some fucking other reason , i seriously cannot accept this , seriously . this is the most fuck up thing which happen , and the only thing i cannot accept , botak sincerly sorry for the effort u put in my kite , and the electronic i will get it back for u . and till now i am still kinda depress , kinda not letting go feeling , but something great or maybe i should said excellent , i flew my mini titan , woot~ for only that period of time , i was relief . haish , just came back from gfk , i flew my pro 3 today , just whack like flying techno . FReak , going bath now , so , hmm yup.

freak

unbelieveable , i watched a show which the actress has a total character of mine , shit , till now , i notice my prob . shit , yea , maybe what i think i have now will stay with me forever , but in actual world , things is not this way , one needs to do their best to maintain somethings and althought u are good , there's always someone better . yea , maybe i am tired of maintaining things around me , does not put in much effort in anything i do now , o god , DAmn , what gotten into me is totally not right compare to what i use to be . i think i will set my target higher than ever .

HANG IN THERE JACKSON!

DAMN!

why does this world have ppl that is so ...... ... freak , yea man , when things started , is about how u continue instead of running away from fact , as if it will disappear tmr . damn , no idea of why m i bloggin this kinda things , but seriously not in a good mood to blog any happening stuff today .. last of all pls , to all reading this , end thing which u seriously want it , and not regretting after u have done .

6th july

woot , today was not a bad day , started off with watching agent cody banks , BANKS , hah , kinda nice show i think~ , then followed by nicholas favour R.E.M . O GOSH , haha , after that show , had a shower then order pizza for my family as i received my pay the previous friday , haha , then went with thomas to tampines to set my heli , and find jackie and both frendy . o shit , frendy is suey manx , damn suey , if i m gonna elaborate , i m not getting slp man , just suey for him , and same goes for me! , nv even flew my heli for 2 to 3 month , and the tail rotor shalf and bend ?? , is like wtf to me ! shit ..... , so ya cant set propertly then we stay there help frendy with his new plane the electrafly jet , or should i said nitrofly jet . haha . then same thing , chat , chat , slack around and see the ppl there flying , and F>>K , there's this guy , INSANE! , one loved man , he flew his plane so dangerously , althought i m damn far from him , but my balls shrink a little , some more , its not electric , its NITRO! and its BIG , freak! . haha .
there a guy , who does not value his life , ( mr farid , <<< does the previous line sounds familiar?? ) haha . he plae his motor bike , like siao , willy here and there , front jet , back jet , omg , shit ! should hab video! he is damn crap , doing all those stuff with so many vehicle around , and jackie is mean , if that guy fall , his not gonna help , haha same goes for me , XP haha , damn retarded this guy . alrite blog next time!

1st july

feeding the fishes
thomas , me and botak!

haha al lasst! got time to blog~ haha , work is driving mad but i m still cool~ haha cos it ended last saturday , but i going back to work on thursday and friday cos i don know what to do on both days , LAME SHIT RITE? WTH . but last week i was DAMN DAMN HAppy , becos BOTAK(FRANIS) make me a diamond! hey is damn cool , can switch led light de leh , don plae plae =X haha , tend to get over board when i m talking about this , and guess what the CHICKEN king is posion!~ haha , he gonna get 1 too , omg , i guess the kite posion from me is spreading to my classmate , haha , alrite moving on to chalet , hmm i guess is kinda boring ya? compare to the previous 1 which i flew my kite . xp , the chalet is kinda small , but feel great when everyone gather to plae and expecially the learning of guitar part is the best for me . haha both yuki and george drank too much , vomitting scence happen . so gross . but alrite . o ya forgotten to talk about the sunday ! , omg its the most best! , starting botak , ting ting , thomas and i went to qian hu for fish spa , omg its so niao!!!! , damn itchy shit! , but it was great , after a few mins of struggle jackson chew is a brave boy! , haha its relaxing! , then u can see ur leg , wow clean ! hehe , i wonder , how did botak attract so many fish! , mine was so little , idiot leh he , we both paid $10 . haha typical me! xP , after enjoyin , all of us catched WANTED at jurong point , wow the show was great! man! , but kinda outrageous , but overall , still find it pretty nice~ . alrite , i m so looking forward to this saturday as piggy and i gonna watch hancock! wee wee~ i think is kinda nice , it is . yea lol . haha nothing happening for this holiday leh , is kinda sianz too , but i just flew kite finish withh both thomas and berry! and now? blogging of cos ! , o shit thats it , i m so gonna end , cos i have ran out of what to blog . haha so yUP~!