freak

unbelieveable , i watched a show which the actress has a total character of mine , shit , till now , i notice my prob . shit , yea , maybe what i think i have now will stay with me forever , but in actual world , things is not this way , one needs to do their best to maintain somethings and althought u are good , there's always someone better . yea , maybe i am tired of maintaining things around me , does not put in much effort in anything i do now , o god , DAmn , what gotten into me is totally not right compare to what i use to be . i think i will set my target higher than ever .

HANG IN THERE JACKSON!